Lauren London and Nipsey Hussle in 2019.Photo: Steve Granitz/WireImage

Lauren Londonis honoringNipsey Husslewith a heartfelt tribute on the fourth anniversary of his death.
London and Hussle dated for five years before welcoming their sonKross Ermias, now 6. At age 33, Husslewas murderedoutside his apparel store in Los Angeles on March 31, 2019. (His killer was recentlysentenced to 60 years in prison.)
Alongside two black and white images of the rapper,the actress wrote on Instagram, “I hold my breath all of March knowing I have to face the memory of the day you transitioned….Holding on to ancient wisdom, but the pain is the pain, and nothing was ever the same…Eternal Being Ermias Asghedom, I Love You.”
TheYou Peoplestar, 38, also shared an image of Hussle on her Instagram Story, writing, “I Love You.”
London, who is also mom to 13-year-old sonKameron Samuel Ari, whom she shares with ex-fiancéLil Wayne, received support from many of her friends and followers after sharing her tribute.
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Cedric the Entertainertook to the post’s comment section to write, “God Bless 🙏🏾🙏🏾💪🏾💯💯💯❤️,” whileTaraji P. Hensonadded, “🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾sending you all of the love and prayers, sis 💙💙💙”
As the anniversary of the late rapper’s death approached, London opened up on a January episode of thePEOPLE Every Daypodcastabouthow she’s coped since the tragedy.
“I also don’t want to give a misconception that I’m at peace and I’m walking around on a cloud,” London toldPEOPLE Every Dayhost Janine Rubenstein. “I have to wake up with the intention of this every day because there are days I don’t want to, and I’m like angry about it. And that’s what healing is. It is up and down, side to side, all over the place. You know what I mean? And with each new level, there’s something else.”
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“And I wish he was here, so it’s really a choice,” London continued. “And so I’m making a choice every day, but I don’t wanna give off this perception that you know, ‘Oh, everything’s all flowers…’ But I think if you make the choice and that you’re intentional with how you would like to show up in life, it could be more gentle than harsh.”
Last year, Hussle wasimmortalized on Hollywood Boulevardon Aug. 15. The ceremony was held on what would’ve been the late rapper’s 37th birthday.
source: people.com